Wednesday, January 20, 2010
1-15/16-2010
The security was probably the most frustrating part of the trip and I can not say how happy I was to leave the airport in Chicago on the 16th.Traveling on the plan was smooth and allowed me to reflect on everything that I had gone through in three short weeks. I will save the thinking process for my reflection piece but I will say this trip was the most meaningful experience I have had in my life so far. I would not trade the last three weeks for anything else in the world. I encourage everyone to not only study abroad but to step outside your comfort zone because this is how I found myself and the things that mean the most to me now. I want to thank my family and friends for the support I received. I will always hold this part of my life in my heart and with great care.
1-14-2010
Eight presentations were given, including mine, and each was unique in its own way. I was very pleased with the outcome of all the presentations and am glad to have educated others on mine as well. The second presentation, following mine, was by Syria and Celeste. Their presentation was over hand washing and how the creation of their poster/presentation came about. The stunning poster was amazingly put together and was pictorially perfect. The third presentation by Liz Newbury concerned cervical cancer, a bottom up, bottom down or meet in the middle approach. The information she shared with us was very interesting and very applicable to what I learned in my research on cervical cancer. Male domination and competing priorities were two of the main reasons women do not get screened none the less know about cervical cancer. Andrea and Shruthi presented family planning and contraceptive use and from this I gained a better understanding of the Indian culture. Erin and Chelsey shared information on Malaria and chickengunia. The facts concerning both and the information they collected from numerous people was incredible and the knowledge of adolescents in Tamil Nadu was displayed very well. People do not think in terms of “important diseases” rather symptoms that affect them. The sixth presentation from Jamila concerned Polio eradication in both India and Nigeria. Finally the last presentation from Page and Megan was on Diarrheal diseases of infants and leprosy. I loved their enthusiasm and the interest each took in the project. Overall I am very impressed with the projects that have formulated after the trip to India and have an appreciation for the researchers in the field today.
The presentations were followed by an amazing lunch and of course tea and cookies. I am happy to say that the staff who served us through out our stay in Madurai was remarkable in every way. It would not have been the same with out them. The food was made for our taste buds and mostly bland for us “Americans”. Those who were Indian and eating with us disliked the bland texture of the food which was easy to understand. I will miss the rice, Nan and soup. The rest of the food is not for me or my stomach! I am pleased with every person and every part of the Madurai Mission Hospital and I could not have asked for a more extraordinary experience.
Upon returning to the hotel after our lunch we all ran for our last afternoon out on the town shopping. The time allotted for shopping was around four hours considering we were eating dinner at 7:30 and do not worry we used our time wisely. I am perplexed knowing that the street will be the same after we leave the cows, the crazy movements, and the mass of people as well as the beggars. I know that I can not help every person but I will try my best to have a positive impact on every person I meet. The last hours shopping were oblivious to me. I was not concerned with what I was buying or buying in general, I was more or less saying my goodbyes to all that I have found comforting. The kindness outpouring from each person I met was something I was not ready to give up quite yet. I will miss the gentle questions of curiosity and the helpfulness offered. Out of all that I have seen and all that I have chosen to bring back with me only one specific thing stands out, the perfectly set community cohesion. I will always remember the roads in which I have traveled and hope to return to India.
Dinner was not only amazingly tasty but it was quite entertaining. I chose fish with vegetables for my final dish in India and as always with a bottle of Kingfisher. The company of my classmates and mentors through out the trip was more than welcome. I would love to be in that exact moment right now. Reflecting on dinner and the warmth each person expressed, I will always remember in the end we are all one. Dinner was followed by Henna Tattoos done via Megan and Shruthi. Of course each had previous experience doing tattoos ;). Dinner ended with a banana split consumed willingly by us. I was already packed and ready to go before dinner so I was up for anything. The mountain ecosystem group arrived in Madurai in mid afternoon in order to drive back to Chennai with us. We did not have much time to talk and share stories with the group so I was happy to have time to do such after dinner. Their experiences were quite different from ours but very entertaining. It was amazing being able to relate to them on some instances but also amazing to teach each other ideas/culture learned. One important point I took away was the fact that they seemed to have a “real” adventurous trip. They ate the food of India with no hesitation, slept on the ground and hiked into the unknown. I do not think I would have been as brave as each seemed to show but I know it would have been a great story to tell. I made friends in a few short hours and am pleased to have met such wonderfully unique people. Sharing my experience and listening to others was comforting and fulfilling. I hope to stay in touch with those I have grown close to in such extreme conditions. I will always remember those who have touched my heart in more than one way. The night before our bus trip to Chennai was deemed as one with open ended questions, stories as well as no sleep. We left at 4 a.m. and I was ready to sleep the instant I slipped into my seat. Only I will know the dreams I dreamt and the thoughts I thought along this incredulous eleven hour drive.
1-13-2010
Arriving at the Russ Foundation in the city was more or less a quite and sneaky approach. Our entrance was in the back of the building and we were escorted up the stairs into the building. The translators, Rosemary and Uma attended the foundation and it was comforting to have their presence with us. The room in which we sat to discuss what the organization did and to learn the lifestyle lived was quaint yet comfy. I learned not only from my classmates but first hand from the workers themselves. I was also surprised to learn more about an HIV/AIDS patient and how she was living life today. I am not only happy for the progress the organization has made but for allowing women a place to feel safe and comfortable. Words can not explain what I have seen and what I have learned. I now look at my life in a whole different way. I can not imagine life in which was described to me today.
The women who shared their life stories with us were very open and willing. I am for one thanking each and every one of them for sharing their stories. To begin, the Russ Foundation has taken in multiple women offering them jobs in the office and providing them a life that provides a purpose. The women we spoke with were currently working with the organization and their hearts were made of gold. Each was so kind and happy; I can not get over their smiling faces and the giggles that came every now and then. How to have such happiness in life, I now have learned from them. I will describe some of the circumstances and the life of a sex worker. Keeping in mind many, many variables are playing a role in why, when, where and how such a life is called upon and who. I do not know the answers too many of these questions but I do know that this life is not voluntary. For example, women may have been abused as a child, forced into the sex working life, widowed, pushed into by husbands for money or simply done in order to provide money for the family. No other choice is available or so thought and the women have to provide for their families some way. Sex working is an option that is sought out by those whom have no other choice.
A woman who married young and having two children has a hard life already. Providing for the family and keeping the family in order is not an easy task. Her husband died soon after her second child was born and she was left in charge. Providing for the children and herself with no job and no money was near impossible. A friend introduced her to the sex trade and she had no other choice considering a negative financial balance and an age of 20. No support was offered from her in-laws so she simply took charge. Today, one child is an engineering student and another is in the 9th standard. Her children do not know of her “occupation” and she has no intentions of telling them. She is happy providing a good life for her children.
Another woman studied up to the 9th standard and entered the sex trade at age 19. Her mother died when she was young and she was then abused by her step mother. With her father not helping with the abuse etc. she moved away. She came to the Russ foundation on her own and has been a female sex worker since she left home. She has not seen her family in four years because she can not find them. Her father and step mother have moved away. We found out she has a few children and is working at the Russ Foundation currently. With a family that did not want her and no income she turned to the sex world for help.
The two stories above are not only outstanding but simply original. I can not begin to describe the feelings I have encountered when hearing each speak of their life. These women may wear female condoms to protect themselves but each will cost money. The male condoms do not cost anything. With this in mind, why do female condoms cost money? Why are male condoms free? The production of female condoms is not in India and the availability is lower than that of male condoms. Also, male condoms are more developed and known than female condoms. Many doctors do not even know much about female condoms in India. There are around 6,000 female sex workers in Madurai and the organization tries to target around 2,100 females concerning STD protection. Certain “hot spots” are available in which provide condom distribution to males and females. The only problem is getting the male to commit to wearing a condom. The males will threaten the females if they have to wear a condom and will do whatever it takes to get out of wearing one. The females, then, are left to a female condom if they want protection. Along with this, they have to pay for the female condoms. With very little money and trying to pay for other important daily needs, the female often will wear one female condom for multiple partners. This decreases the protection rate as well as the importance of the condom in the first place. The stories range along the low to high spectrum but all are important in their own way. Each woman has tried making a living in such a way that they only know how. The male dominance is proven to be in effect concerning female work in general.
Abortion in India is free at the government hospitals. Women who get pregnant and do not want the child can abort in the hospital. Although rural women do it privately in their home. For instance, with a hair pin. Certain women are trained to do abortions in the rural villages but this is not safe in any manner. I do not know more about abortions in India specifically but I do know it is the only choice for some.
Brothels were a topic we discussed and have come to learn that they are dominant in Bombay and Calcutta. Women are shifted from city to city via the brokers working for the brothels. The shifting is done so that the men do not get bored with the same women. The money exchange being done concerning this is outstanding but illegal. Many brothels will get wind of being busted and simply shut down camp and move. The women are often in these brothels unwillingly and are used for financial benefits for others. If men are caught acting in the brothel business, the law is not enforced as well as it could be. Most of the time the law is very lenient with the men caught. The women can also be penalized for this business but along with this comes prison and a fine. Although men bail these women out in order to create a debt that has to be paid back to them. With this the women are under the clutches of the men paying them back through the brothel business. I can not imagine being under the clutches of a man none the less in a sex slave institution. The fate of the women was not this and I feel a pain in my stomach every time I think of the women working in such a business. I became sick to my stomach when reflecting on this trade and the violence brought along with it. How can humans be so cruel? Who has the right to harm another being? When did society become so blind to these acts? How can I help? I have so many questions running through my mind but am frustrated when it comes to the answers…that may never be described in truth. I have come so far to find the truth that lies with in the world. Humans are not pure beings and corruption will exist as long as we do.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
1-12-2010
Again our plans for today have already been shifted. I was thinking we would present to the Mahasemam women today but after further review we are not going to present at all. The confusion and surprises of the day began at 8:30 a.m. and I know that more are to come. I have been very flexible from day to day but I do miss the structure of America. Plans for the day consist of working at the hospital, eating lunch at the hospital and then returning to the hotel to work on our presentations. We will be having a group dinner tonight with not only our group but our translators, Rose Mary and Uma. I am very excited for the final dinner but am antsy for our PowerPoint to be completed. We will be presenting our presentation first on Thursday and the original plan was to return to Chennai in the afternoon. This of course has been shifted once again. The trip has been full of surprises and I am not one to get anxious anymore.
The departure to Chennai is now moved to 4 a.m. on Friday the 15th. We do not know why but this is what we were told tonight. Many are confused and worried considering our plane leaves @ 8 Friday night and it is an 11 hour bus ride. What if something happens and we miss our flight or what if nothing happens? I have been keeping an optimistic attitude in order to achieve a peaceful mind. I know that it will all turn out in the end but I am just not sure how. I can not engulf the smog anymore, though. My lungs have had enough exhaust and pollution for one lifetime. I am sure the plans for Chennai will be yet again changed but that is all in the game of life.
Today we were able to leave the hospital after lunch in order to have a break, do last minute shopping and work on our presentations. We all planned on what gifts to get our translators, Uma etc and went on our way. We began shopping at three and returned around six. Our group dinner plans have also been canceled and are now to be held on Thursday night. Do not ask me why! So for the rest of the night we are able to relax and work on our own. The weather in Madurai was spectacular today. The sun shining so bright and the warmth felt very kind on my skin. I am not looking forward to snow.
Tonight I was able to purchase some rare artifacts and am pleased with there appearance. The shopping was excellent due to the weather, the limited number of people about and the comfort of friends. I have done more shopping in the last three weeks I do not know if I will ever want to shop again! (This is a lie) The rest of the night will be spent on crafting gifts for Anne, Matt, Uma and Usa while preparing the rest of our presentation. I am anxious to see the final product as well as end on a great note in Madurai.
Tomorrow will be spent with women sex workers and their counselors. I am curious to find out where/what this will encompass. A celebration has been going on for the last 3 days and will continue due to harvest. Celebration of the harvest is officially on the 14th but families prepare for days in advance making elaborate foods etc. I am very lucky to be apart of this celebration and I am not going to picture anything before I go. I do not want to imagine something that will or will not happen, I am going in with an open mind.
1-11-2010
Today has been marvelous in the fact that we are having fun but are not accomplishing much. I am pleased to say that we will “maybe” be presenting our educational information to the Mahasemam women tomorrow. I am very excited to give and educational presentation but am nervous for their actual ability to learn and act on the information concerning cervical and breast cancer. If we do not make as big of an impact as we would like I do know that our information will be available for others to implement.
Considering it is Monday today, I am very anxious to depart to American in three days. I will definitely miss India but I am ready to see my family and friends. I am ready for a red meat and I am incredibly ready for red wine. I am anxious to see how I adjust to American once I return but am ready for anything. India has opened my mind and my heart to those who are less fortunate than me and those who need assistance. I am open to new adventures and am always ready for what comes next. The surprises that have dawned on us within hours have been incredibly amazing but at some times shocking. I have learned to adapt to whatever the environment throws at me. I can adjust to living on the mountains or living in a hotel. I do like showering, so I do not think I could adjust to not showering. If our living conditions were different I do not think I would have enjoyed India as much as I have. This is, although, debatable. I am considering the fun and adventures of India for a second return but only time will tell.
Today I have learned of the eating habits in India and of how we have been eating a very bland diet. When we eat lunch in the hospital we are given soup along with rice, vegetables, a salad and some fruit. It is not uncommon to get a little of everything, in America, and go sit to eat. In India it is common to only get soup for the first round and sit to eat. Indians will go up to get their “entrée” the second time and this is a very large portion of food. We as Americans have been taking small portions and are not getting seconds. I guess I have always found large portions to be to fillings and mostly disrespectful.
Another fact I have come to learn concerns dating and marriage. The rate at which people are getting married is normal but they differ in being arranged or not. Our translator, Usa, told us of a few traditions in which I will list. One, every female in the family has to be married before the males. Two, if the family does not like the fiancé than the marriage will not occur. Three, most marriages are arranged due to the family liking/respect issues. Four, if the marriage was not arranged but the male is “well off” than it will be accepted by the family no matter what was done in the past. Five, love is a matter of time. Some families suggest not “falling in love” at certain times because the person needs to finish school etc. All of these traditional ideas are amazing in there own way. I find it hard to compete with the idea that one can not fall in love at certain times, this would be difficult. I appreciate the traditions that follow marriage but I do not think I would like to follow such traditions. I am happy with the traditions that are implemented in my religion and life. We will be going inside the temple today around 5 p.m. and this will probably encompass most of the night. I am very excited to view the temple in all its many forms.
The group was fortunate to have our interpreters and Rose Mary along for the journey. Usa knew so very much about the temple and each statue. She made it a point to inform Jackie and myself about such statues and such architecture. After viewing the temple I have come to believe great work has to be seen in person in order to really appreciate it. Words and pictures can not do a piece of art justice. I have seen art everyday and in every face. Every person has a story to tell and every person would like the chance to shine. I have found art in the scenes depicted by the moving traffic and the definitive people moving along. The designs formed via the fruit as well as the clothing are unbelievable. I have never seen art in such a w ay and I am here to confess I believe art can come in any form and any size. The temple is a grand example of the uniqueness of art in many forms. I will elaborate on the various colors polishing the ceilings of the temple. The museum with 1,000 pillars was not only a visual aspect but was used as a musical accomplice while the queen was at her temple. The acoustic would bounce off of the pillars creating an amazing sound for all to hear. A pillar was made in order to be tapped on with a piece of wood in order to create different musical notes. It was incredible and immaculate. I can not imagine what occurred in the temple 2,500 years ago. What a grand century to live in but even better to remember and recreate the masterpieces of life, today. The temple paintings have not been recreated anywhere in the world which is outstanding to believe. I can not think of any way to recall what I have seen but I can say it has been a wonderful experience.
The temple was followed by room service and a movie. The group was exhausted and it was around eight when we returned back to the hotel. I was not in the mood to go out and get dinner so room service would have to suffice. I ordered a vegetable pizza and did not know what to expect. The funny thing is that it was marvelous. My personal pan pizza settled well with in my stomach and I felt full. Princess Diaries was the movie of choice tonight. Jackie and I viewed the movie while catching up on our blogs. I have not seen this movie in a number of years so it was nice to sit and enjoy myself for once. The movie was followed by sleep. Today has been an amazing day and I am thankful for those who have made the trip memorable thus far.
Monday, January 11, 2010
1-10-2010
Sunday, the 10th of January began very slowly in which I was anticipating. The day encompassed zero hospitals, no traveling to organizations and no group work. We were free to do what our little hearts desired and the first thing on my list was to sleep in! Many traveled through out the city to do some shopping and/or some exploring. While we were free to travel through out the city we were also anxious to do work on our project anticipating the deadlines fast approaching. With all said, we were able to dive into the life of Madurai.
The day events began with a visit to a salon for Henna Tattoos. We all took a ride to the salon and were awaiting the magical art that was to be placed on our arms. The salon was comparable to one’s in America and looked well kept. The Henna was only 150 Rs. per arm a.k.a. $2.50. This is very cheap considering the amazing detail and designs that were displayed with a form of pen. It only took around an hour for nine of us to get our Henna done but the tricky part is that we had to let it dry for about an hour in order for it to stay in place. The “ink” would form after the top layer chipped off and we were able to walk around with it on. I am assuming we left trails of the chippings through out the town but it looks amazingly wonderful. The ink, depending on one’s skin type, is of a red/orange color. My Henna begins at the forearm and continues to the tips of my fingers. The color and design is intricate as well as different by design. I am very pleased with the art but am a little nervous considering it will stay on for three weeks. Hopefully it all comes off at the same time. When leaving the salon we considered viewing the Gandhi museum which was only a few blocks down, or so we thought.
The museum was a little over a mile away and it we also had to get a ride over. Only half of the group decided to attend the Gandhi Museum considering some interest but I am very glad I did. The piece’s of artifacts available for viewing and the timeline that was displayed was overwhelming to say the least. I can only describe in words what I was able to view through my eyes. The cloth Gandhi died in, with blood stains and everything was displayed for our viewing. The cloth was something I have never seen before and it was glorious in a unique way. The spectacles Gandhi wore for part of his life were also visible. Visualizing Gandhi in all his glory I can not imagine him with out these spectacles propped on his face. A few pairs of sandals were displayed with a description of when/where he wore the sandals. The museum was very nicely placed and nicely kept. I was very amazed with what I saw.
Following the museum we stopped at a bakery for bread and continued with some shopping. The bread was for me to have with my peanut butter. I am still progressing on a cautious streak towards food because I feel the best with this approach. I am not unwilling to try new food just prone to favorably selecting bland food for my digestive system. The shopping on Sunday was my favorite day. The weather was cool, the streets were less crowded and the shop keepers were more kind than usual. I was impressed with the prices we were able to bargain down and we all walked away with amazing deals. I am serious; this is the last day I will be shopping. I have plenty of gifts and I do not “need” anything else. The day ended with a dinner at the Madura Hotel Restaurant. By this time everyone was starving because we had not eaten since 9 a.m. for breakfast and it was 6:30 p.m. by the time we sat down for dinner. I ordered noodles with vegetables and garlic Nan. The food was great but the company was better. After today we only have three more days to explore and dive into India but I feel I am satisfied with what I have seen and experienced so far. Tomorrow will be the last Monday in India as well as one of the last days to prepare.
The sights, sounds and smells we encountered on the journey today were nothing like I have experienced before. Multiple trash bins with cows eating right out of them were apparent on every street. The street venders were kind and their foods available on the carts looked amazingly delicious. I am sad I can not eat the fruits and vegetables but am pleased with the availability for members of the community. I saw grand sights today, the Gandhi Museum, the streets, the people, clothing, jewelry, food, children as well as animals of all dimensions. The people are so very interesting and each one is different in their own way. Their kind faces, clothing, dark skin, gorgeous children or simply their passing glances. I can not explain the chaos going on in the town but I can say it is nothing like America. It is overwhelming and my senses go crazy each night I lay down to sleep. My sensory capacity has been reached but I am trying my best to take in all I can. The smell of curry makes my stomach flip while the smell of fresh fruits makes me jump for joy. I am very curious to find out how my senses adjust to the fresh air and smells of Iowa. I simply can not wait for the air to be fresh again. The smog that is emitted every day in India is outrageous. I can see the pollution every day/night and I am very sad this is not better controlled. I am assuming some regulations are placed but from the looks of it, they are not very strict. I am very comfortable with the noise coming from the streets and vehicles. I know that I have become comfortable with such due to the fact that I sleep very soundly through out the night. The honking still gets me every now and then but for the most part I am content with the noise. The call to prayer is very loud and very apparent, this still sounds like a cow, I think. I do not enjoy this noise. The miraculous sights, sounds and smells I have been lucky to encounter have carved a new respect with in my heart. I may not enjoy many things but I have learned to respect them none the less.
Tomorrow will be decided as we go. I do not think one person knows what time we will depart but I am planning on being in bed by 10 so I am ready to go by 8. I am guessing tomorrow will be adventurous and surprising like every other and am excited to dive in.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
1-9-2010
Friday the 9th has been filled with amazing surprises; I can not begin to explain my enthusiasm. We were greeted at the hospital by Uma who offered us multiple activities for the day. Such included, going with the Tele-medicine van to do cervical screenings, going to a school or simply staying at the hospital to do work in the library. For our project we had to work on our print outs and made sure everything was on time and then decide our plans after that. Considering we were working on a Saturday I was not pleased to be stuck in the hospital all day.
We put together our project and colored our evaluations by 11 a.m. and we had the rest of the day to do whatever we would like. Considering the Tele-medicine van was already gone we could not go view the cervical cancer screenings so I decided I would go to the school in the afternoon. On this note, Uma had promised Jackie and I a birth sometime while we were here. Today we put another bug in his ear to remind him of such and he did his magic. We literally went to the OB/GYN ward and were greeted by the main doctor and she told us to go scrub up if we wanted to view the cesarean section birth. I could not even believe what was happening. This would never happen in the states. So Jackie and I scrubbed up. The scrubs they gave us were very particular and did not fit exactly the way one would assume. All I can say is thank God for drawstrings. The birth was done in less than 5 minutes, we were able to see the birth up close and personal. The anesthesiologist was explaining the birth as it progressed, what was being cut and what would come next. The procedure was impeccable. After the birth we were able to watch the new born get cleaned up and ready for her family. The tiny child that was born right in front of our eyes was adorable. I will never forget this day!
After the birth we had our lunch, which was very bland, the way we like it. The rice, eggs, soup and vegetables are the only thing I am able to keep down by now. I am wishing I could explore the Indian cuisine but my stomach will not allow! I am happy to say that I have been feeling wonderful for the past few days and am hoping this will continue until I leave. I am missing American food like crazy but that will have to wait.
The school we were able to observe after lunch was out of this world. It was not what I was expecting; it was full of happiness and laughter. The children were so happy to see us and were so articulate in their studies. Each student was talented and able to learn the new lesson with ease. I was in awe, the children were able to relate and learn with in minutes of viewing a lesson. I feel that they are on a great track towards knowledge. After their lesson the students were able to ask us questions vice versa. They wanted us to find the national anthem of all songs; we sang half and called it good! They were very interested in our names and the names of our family members. In which they would laugh after we would say the names while trying to pronounce them as well. The children wanted us to write our names in their notebooks so this is what we did. I would say around 35 children were in the room and while they created huddles around us it became very overwhelming. I wrote phrases such as, “It was very nice to meet you” and “You are beautiful” followed by my name. I could not believe their excitement but was very pleased to bring it about. Many of the children would comment on how beautiful we were and how they liked our cameras etc. It was simply glorious. I left with excitement and laughter that filled my body and aroused my senses. Although observation was all I accomplished I believe it was worth the experience. We left with cookies and tea to return to the hotel around 5:00 p.m.
The plan for dinner was to go to a new restaurant in the area instead of trying the same ole restaurants but this was interrupted with a group decision. As a group we collectively chose to go to the Plaza Hotel again to eat. I ordered rice and eggs expecting it to be bland and perfect for my stomach. Although when the food arrived I found it to be very spicy and very rich. I did not eat to much of this. I was a little disappointed but was pleased to have had a Kingfisher to ease my stomach! The dinner was exceptional and we walked around Madurai until 9:30 to explore a little. It was very interesting in the dark hours of the night and I do not think I will be that adventurous again! Haha I did not buy anything considering I do not have much I need. I have a few presents left to purchase but other than that I will be enjoying the views.
I am very tired but will be able to sleep in tomorrow, hopefully catching up on my sleep so I will be able to be productive on the end stages of our project. We will be approaching our final deadlines this week and I am getting anxious. Tomorrow, Monday, we will be implementing our project to the women while on Tuesday through Wednesday will be preparation for our presentation on Thursday. Although this will be a test of our knowledge I believe we will prove to be exuberant.