1-15/16-2010

The 15th and 16th of January are considered the “traveling” days back to America. We began with a bus ride to Chennai on the 14th-15th and continued with plane for the rest of the travel. I am very happy with the traveling process overall. I will say that the trip back was smoother than the trip to. I could have done with out the nauseating bus ride though. Traveling was a great addition to the experience I was fortunate enough to have.
The security was probably the most frustrating part of the trip and I can not say how happy I was to leave the airport in Chicago on the 16th.Traveling on the plan was smooth and allowed me to reflect on everything that I had gone through in three short weeks. I will save the thinking process for my reflection piece but I will say this trip was the most meaningful experience I have had in my life so far. I would not trade the last three weeks for anything else in the world. I encourage everyone to not only study abroad but to step outside your comfort zone because this is how I found myself and the things that mean the most to me now. I want to thank my family and friends for the support I received. I will always hold this part of my life in my heart and with great care.

1-14-2010

Today, the 14th is the infamous day of presentations. Each group will present their projects in depth to not only the class but to those who have helped us along the way. The presentations begin at 9:30 and I am up first. Following the presentations we will be having lunch and will then go back to the hotel to finish packing and do last minute shopping. Dinner tonight will be served at the Plaza Hotel for the group as a whole. I have traveled a great distance, learned more than I could have ever imagined and have grown a considerable amount. I am growing sad considering it is the last day I will have in Madurai. The depth my life now has after this experience is unexplainable.
Eight presentations were given, including mine, and each was unique in its own way. I was very pleased with the outcome of all the presentations and am glad to have educated others on mine as well. The second presentation, following mine, was by Syria and Celeste. Their presentation was over hand washing and how the creation of their poster/presentation came about. The stunning poster was amazingly put together and was pictorially perfect. The third presentation by Liz Newbury concerned cervical cancer, a bottom up, bottom down or meet in the middle approach. The information she shared with us was very interesting and very applicable to what I learned in my research on cervical cancer. Male domination and competing priorities were two of the main reasons women do not get screened none the less know about cervical cancer. Andrea and Shruthi presented family planning and contraceptive use and from this I gained a better understanding of the Indian culture. Erin and Chelsey shared information on Malaria and chickengunia. The facts concerning both and the information they collected from numerous people was incredible and the knowledge of adolescents in Tamil Nadu was displayed very well. People do not think in terms of “important diseases” rather symptoms that affect them. The sixth presentation from Jamila concerned Polio eradication in both India and Nigeria. Finally the last presentation from Page and Megan was on Diarrheal diseases of infants and leprosy. I loved their enthusiasm and the interest each took in the project. Overall I am very impressed with the projects that have formulated after the trip to India and have an appreciation for the researchers in the field today.
The presentations were followed by an amazing lunch and of course tea and cookies. I am happy to say that the staff who served us through out our stay in Madurai was remarkable in every way. It would not have been the same with out them. The food was made for our taste buds and mostly bland for us “Americans”. Those who were Indian and eating with us disliked the bland texture of the food which was easy to understand. I will miss the rice, Nan and soup. The rest of the food is not for me or my stomach! I am pleased with every person and every part of the Madurai Mission Hospital and I could not have asked for a more extraordinary experience.
Upon returning to the hotel after our lunch we all ran for our last afternoon out on the town shopping. The time allotted for shopping was around four hours considering we were eating dinner at 7:30 and do not worry we used our time wisely. I am perplexed knowing that the street will be the same after we leave the cows, the crazy movements, and the mass of people as well as the beggars. I know that I can not help every person but I will try my best to have a positive impact on every person I meet. The last hours shopping were oblivious to me. I was not concerned with what I was buying or buying in general, I was more or less saying my goodbyes to all that I have found comforting. The kindness outpouring from each person I met was something I was not ready to give up quite yet. I will miss the gentle questions of curiosity and the helpfulness offered. Out of all that I have seen and all that I have chosen to bring back with me only one specific thing stands out, the perfectly set community cohesion. I will always remember the roads in which I have traveled and hope to return to India.
Dinner was not only amazingly tasty but it was quite entertaining. I chose fish with vegetables for my final dish in India and as always with a bottle of Kingfisher. The company of my classmates and mentors through out the trip was more than welcome. I would love to be in that exact moment right now. Reflecting on dinner and the warmth each person expressed, I will always remember in the end we are all one. Dinner was followed by Henna Tattoos done via Megan and Shruthi. Of course each had previous experience doing tattoos ;). Dinner ended with a banana split consumed willingly by us. I was already packed and ready to go before dinner so I was up for anything. The mountain ecosystem group arrived in Madurai in mid afternoon in order to drive back to Chennai with us. We did not have much time to talk and share stories with the group so I was happy to have time to do such after dinner. Their experiences were quite different from ours but very entertaining. It was amazing being able to relate to them on some instances but also amazing to teach each other ideas/culture learned. One important point I took away was the fact that they seemed to have a “real” adventurous trip. They ate the food of India with no hesitation, slept on the ground and hiked into the unknown. I do not think I would have been as brave as each seemed to show but I know it would have been a great story to tell. I made friends in a few short hours and am pleased to have met such wonderfully unique people. Sharing my experience and listening to others was comforting and fulfilling. I hope to stay in touch with those I have grown close to in such extreme conditions. I will always remember those who have touched my heart in more than one way. The night before our bus trip to Chennai was deemed as one with open ended questions, stories as well as no sleep. We left at 4 a.m. and I was ready to sleep the instant I slipped into my seat. Only I will know the dreams I dreamt and the thoughts I thought along this incredulous eleven hour drive.

1-13-2010

Waking up and knowing today would be low key as far as working goes was very enticing. A change of scenery was about to occur as we traveled to a female sex workers organization. The Russ Foundation has organized a place for women to come and receive help/counseling concerning their lives. I was not sure what to expect but I did know that I was very excited. The world of sex workers is interesting but more or less disturbing. I have not confronted my concerns with sex worker and I definitely have not spoken with workers themselves. I think this experience will be great and will give me a chance to gain understanding and knowledge on this form of “work” for the women in Madurai. My mind was running with questions concerning their work, their families and the preventative measures taken. I had no idea what I was about to experience but I was ready for anything.
Arriving at the Russ Foundation in the city was more or less a quite and sneaky approach. Our entrance was in the back of the building and we were escorted up the stairs into the building. The translators, Rosemary and Uma attended the foundation and it was comforting to have their presence with us. The room in which we sat to discuss what the organization did and to learn the lifestyle lived was quaint yet comfy. I learned not only from my classmates but first hand from the workers themselves. I was also surprised to learn more about an HIV/AIDS patient and how she was living life today. I am not only happy for the progress the organization has made but for allowing women a place to feel safe and comfortable. Words can not explain what I have seen and what I have learned. I now look at my life in a whole different way. I can not imagine life in which was described to me today.
The women who shared their life stories with us were very open and willing. I am for one thanking each and every one of them for sharing their stories. To begin, the Russ Foundation has taken in multiple women offering them jobs in the office and providing them a life that provides a purpose. The women we spoke with were currently working with the organization and their hearts were made of gold. Each was so kind and happy; I can not get over their smiling faces and the giggles that came every now and then. How to have such happiness in life, I now have learned from them. I will describe some of the circumstances and the life of a sex worker. Keeping in mind many, many variables are playing a role in why, when, where and how such a life is called upon and who. I do not know the answers too many of these questions but I do know that this life is not voluntary. For example, women may have been abused as a child, forced into the sex working life, widowed, pushed into by husbands for money or simply done in order to provide money for the family. No other choice is available or so thought and the women have to provide for their families some way. Sex working is an option that is sought out by those whom have no other choice.
A woman who married young and having two children has a hard life already. Providing for the family and keeping the family in order is not an easy task. Her husband died soon after her second child was born and she was left in charge. Providing for the children and herself with no job and no money was near impossible. A friend introduced her to the sex trade and she had no other choice considering a negative financial balance and an age of 20. No support was offered from her in-laws so she simply took charge. Today, one child is an engineering student and another is in the 9th standard. Her children do not know of her “occupation” and she has no intentions of telling them. She is happy providing a good life for her children.
Another woman studied up to the 9th standard and entered the sex trade at age 19. Her mother died when she was young and she was then abused by her step mother. With her father not helping with the abuse etc. she moved away. She came to the Russ foundation on her own and has been a female sex worker since she left home. She has not seen her family in four years because she can not find them. Her father and step mother have moved away. We found out she has a few children and is working at the Russ Foundation currently. With a family that did not want her and no income she turned to the sex world for help.
The two stories above are not only outstanding but simply original. I can not begin to describe the feelings I have encountered when hearing each speak of their life. These women may wear female condoms to protect themselves but each will cost money. The male condoms do not cost anything. With this in mind, why do female condoms cost money? Why are male condoms free? The production of female condoms is not in India and the availability is lower than that of male condoms. Also, male condoms are more developed and known than female condoms. Many doctors do not even know much about female condoms in India. There are around 6,000 female sex workers in Madurai and the organization tries to target around 2,100 females concerning STD protection. Certain “hot spots” are available in which provide condom distribution to males and females. The only problem is getting the male to commit to wearing a condom. The males will threaten the females if they have to wear a condom and will do whatever it takes to get out of wearing one. The females, then, are left to a female condom if they want protection. Along with this, they have to pay for the female condoms. With very little money and trying to pay for other important daily needs, the female often will wear one female condom for multiple partners. This decreases the protection rate as well as the importance of the condom in the first place. The stories range along the low to high spectrum but all are important in their own way. Each woman has tried making a living in such a way that they only know how. The male dominance is proven to be in effect concerning female work in general.
Abortion in India is free at the government hospitals. Women who get pregnant and do not want the child can abort in the hospital. Although rural women do it privately in their home. For instance, with a hair pin. Certain women are trained to do abortions in the rural villages but this is not safe in any manner. I do not know more about abortions in India specifically but I do know it is the only choice for some.
Brothels were a topic we discussed and have come to learn that they are dominant in Bombay and Calcutta. Women are shifted from city to city via the brokers working for the brothels. The shifting is done so that the men do not get bored with the same women. The money exchange being done concerning this is outstanding but illegal. Many brothels will get wind of being busted and simply shut down camp and move. The women are often in these brothels unwillingly and are used for financial benefits for others. If men are caught acting in the brothel business, the law is not enforced as well as it could be. Most of the time the law is very lenient with the men caught. The women can also be penalized for this business but along with this comes prison and a fine. Although men bail these women out in order to create a debt that has to be paid back to them. With this the women are under the clutches of the men paying them back through the brothel business. I can not imagine being under the clutches of a man none the less in a sex slave institution. The fate of the women was not this and I feel a pain in my stomach every time I think of the women working in such a business. I became sick to my stomach when reflecting on this trade and the violence brought along with it. How can humans be so cruel? Who has the right to harm another being? When did society become so blind to these acts? How can I help? I have so many questions running through my mind but am frustrated when it comes to the answers…that may never be described in truth. I have come so far to find the truth that lies with in the world. Humans are not pure beings and corruption will exist as long as we do.

1-12-2010

Again our plans for today have already been shifted. I was thinking we would present to the Mahasemam women today but after further review we are not going to present at all. The confusion and surprises of the day began at 8:30 a.m. and I know that more are to come. I have been very flexible from day to day but I do miss the structure of America. Plans for the day consist of working at the hospital, eating lunch at the hospital and then returning to the hotel to work on our presentations. We will be having a group dinner tonight with not only our group but our translators, Rose Mary and Uma. I am very excited for the final dinner but am antsy for our PowerPoint to be completed. We will be presenting our presentation first on Thursday and the original plan was to return to Chennai in the afternoon. This of course has been shifted once again. The trip has been full of surprises and I am not one to get anxious anymore.

The departure to Chennai is now moved to 4 a.m. on Friday the 15^th. We do not know why but this is what we were told tonight. Many are confused and worried considering our plane leaves @ 8 Friday night and it is an 11 hour bus ride. What if something happens and we miss our flight or what if nothing happens? I have been keeping an optimistic attitude in order to achieve a peaceful mind. I know that it will all turn out in the end but I am just not sure how. I can not engulf the smog anymore, though. My lungs have had enough exhaust and pollution for one lifetime. I am sure the plans for Chennai will be yet again changed but that is all in the game of life.

Today we were able to leave the hospital after lunch in order to have a break, do last minute shopping and work on our presentations. We all planned on what gifts to get our translators, Uma etc and went on our way. We began shopping at three and returned around six. Our group dinner plans have also been canceled and are now to be held on Thursday night. Do not ask me why! So for the rest of the night we are able to relax and work on our own. The weather in Madurai was spectacular today. The sun shining so bright and the warmth felt very kind on my skin. I am not looking forward to snow.

Tonight I was able to purchase some rare artifacts and am pleased with there appearance. The shopping was excellent due to the weather, the limited number of people about and the comfort of friends. I have done more shopping in the last three weeks I do not know if I will ever want to shop again! (This is a lie) The rest of the night will be spent on crafting gifts for Anne, Matt, Uma and Usa while preparing the rest of our presentation. I am anxious to see the final product as well as end on a great note in Madurai.

Tomorrow will be spent with women sex workers and their counselors. I am curious to find out where/what this will encompass. A celebration has been going on for the last 3 days and will continue due to harvest. Celebration of the harvest is officially on the 14^th but families prepare for days in advance making elaborate foods etc. I am very lucky to be apart of this celebration and I am not going to picture anything before I go. I do not want to imagine something that will or will not happen, I am going in with an open mind.

1-11-2010

Today has been marvelous in the fact that we are having fun but are not accomplishing much. I am pleased to say that we will “maybe” be presenting our educational information to the Mahasemam women tomorrow. I am very excited to give and educational presentation but am nervous for their actual ability to learn and act on the information concerning cervical and breast cancer. If we do not make as big of an impact as we would like I do know that our information will be available for others to implement.

Considering it is Monday today, I am very anxious to depart to American in three days. I will definitely miss India but I am ready to see my family and friends. I am ready for a red meat and I am incredibly ready for red wine. I am anxious to see how I adjust to American once I return but am ready for anything. India has opened my mind and my heart to those who are less fortunate than me and those who need assistance. I am open to new adventures and am always ready for what comes next. The surprises that have dawned on us within hours have been incredibly amazing but at some times shocking. I have learned to adapt to whatever the environment throws at me. I can adjust to living on the mountains or living in a hotel. I do like showering, so I do not think I could adjust to not showering. If our living conditions were different I do not think I would have enjoyed India as much as I have. This is, although, debatable. I am considering the fun and adventures of India for a second return but only time will tell.

Today I have learned of the eating habits in India and of how we have been eating a very bland diet. When we eat lunch in the hospital we are given soup along with rice, vegetables, a salad and some fruit. It is not uncommon to get a little of everything, in America, and go sit to eat. In India it is common to only get soup for the first round and sit to eat. Indians will go up to get their “entrée” the second time and this is a very large portion of food. We as Americans have been taking small portions and are not getting seconds. I guess I have always found large portions to be to fillings and mostly disrespectful.

Another fact I have come to learn concerns dating and marriage. The rate at which people are getting married is normal but they differ in being arranged or not. Our translator, Usa, told us of a few traditions in which I will list. One, every female in the family has to be married before the males. Two, if the family does not like the fiancé than the marriage will not occur. Three, most marriages are arranged due to the family liking/respect issues. Four, if the marriage was not arranged but the male is “well off” than it will be accepted by the family no matter what was done in the past. Five, love is a matter of time. Some families suggest not “falling in love” at certain times because the person needs to finish school etc. All of these traditional ideas are amazing in there own way. I find it hard to compete with the idea that one can not fall in love at certain times, this would be difficult. I appreciate the traditions that follow marriage but I do not think I would like to follow such traditions. I am happy with the traditions that are implemented in my religion and life. We will be going inside the temple today around 5 p.m. and this will probably encompass most of the night. I am very excited to view the temple in all its many forms.

The group was fortunate to have our interpreters and Rose Mary along for the journey. Usa knew so very much about the temple and each statue. She made it a point to inform Jackie and myself about such statues and such architecture. After viewing the temple I have come to believe great work has to be seen in person in order to really appreciate it. Words and pictures can not do a piece of art justice. I have seen art everyday and in every face. Every person has a story to tell and every person would like the chance to shine. I have found art in the scenes depicted by the moving traffic and the definitive people moving along. The designs formed via the fruit as well as the clothing are unbelievable. I have never seen art in such a w ay and I am here to confess I believe art can come in any form and any size. The temple is a grand example of the uniqueness of art in many forms. I will elaborate on the various colors polishing the ceilings of the temple. The museum with 1,000 pillars was not only a visual aspect but was used as a musical accomplice while the queen was at her temple. The acoustic would bounce off of the pillars creating an amazing sound for all to hear. A pillar was made in order to be tapped on with a piece of wood in order to create different musical notes. It was incredible and immaculate. I can not imagine what occurred in the temple 2,500 years ago. What a grand century to live in but even better to remember and recreate the masterpieces of life, today. The temple paintings have not been recreated anywhere in the world which is outstanding to believe. I can not think of any way to recall what I have seen but I can say it has been a wonderful experience.

The temple was followed by room service and a movie. The group was exhausted and it was around eight when we returned back to the hotel. I was not in the mood to go out and get dinner so room service would have to suffice. I ordered a vegetable pizza and did not know what to expect. The funny thing is that it was marvelous. My personal pan pizza settled well with in my stomach and I felt full. Princess Diaries was the movie of choice tonight. Jackie and I viewed the movie while catching up on our blogs. I have not seen this movie in a number of years so it was nice to sit and enjoy myself for once. The movie was followed by sleep. Today has been an amazing day and I am thankful for those who have made the trip memorable thus far.

1-10-2010

Sunday, the 10^th of January began very slowly in which I was anticipating. The day encompassed zero hospitals, no traveling to organizations and no group work. We were free to do what our little hearts desired and the first thing on my list was to sleep in! Many traveled through out the city to do some shopping and/or some exploring. While we were free to travel through out the city we were also anxious to do work on our project anticipating the deadlines fast approaching. With all said, we were able to dive into the life of Madurai.

The day events began with a visit to a salon for Henna Tattoos. We all took a ride to the salon and were awaiting the magical art that was to be placed on our arms. The salon was comparable to one’s in America and looked well kept. The Henna was only 150 Rs. per arm a.k.a. $2.50. This is very cheap considering the amazing detail and designs that were displayed with a form of pen. It only took around an hour for nine of us to get our Henna done but the tricky part is that we had to let it dry for about an hour in order for it to stay in place. The “ink” would form after the top layer chipped off and we were able to walk around with it on. I am assuming we left trails of the chippings through out the town but it looks amazingly wonderful. The ink, depending on one’s skin type, is of a red/orange color. My Henna begins at the forearm and continues to the tips of my fingers. The color and design is intricate as well as different by design. I am very pleased with the art but am a little nervous considering it will stay on for three weeks. Hopefully it all comes off at the same time. When leaving the salon we considered viewing the Gandhi museum which was only a few blocks down, or so we thought.

The museum was a little over a mile away and it we also had to get a ride over. Only half of the group decided to attend the Gandhi Museum considering some interest but I am very glad I did. The piece’s of artifacts available for viewing and the timeline that was displayed was overwhelming to say the least. I can only describe in words what I was able to view through my eyes. The cloth Gandhi died in, with blood stains and everything was displayed for our viewing. The cloth was something I have never seen before and it was glorious in a unique way. The spectacles Gandhi wore for part of his life were also visible. Visualizing Gandhi in all his glory I can not imagine him with out these spectacles propped on his face. A few pairs of sandals were displayed with a description of when/where he wore the sandals. The museum was very nicely placed and nicely kept. I was very amazed with what I saw.

Following the museum we stopped at a bakery for bread and continued with some shopping. The bread was for me to have with my peanut butter. I am still progressing on a cautious streak towards food because I feel the best with this approach. I am not unwilling to try new food just prone to favorably selecting bland food for my digestive system. The shopping on Sunday was my favorite day. The weather was cool, the streets were less crowded and the shop keepers were more kind than usual. I was impressed with the prices we were able to bargain down and we all walked away with amazing deals. I am serious; this is the last day I will be shopping. I have plenty of gifts and I do not “need” anything else. The day ended with a dinner at the Madura Hotel Restaurant. By this time everyone was starving because we had not eaten since 9 a.m. for breakfast and it was 6:30 p.m. by the time we sat down for dinner. I ordered noodles with vegetables and garlic Nan. The food was great but the company was better. After today we only have three more days to explore and dive into India but I feel I am satisfied with what I have seen and experienced so far. Tomorrow will be the last Monday in India as well as one of the last days to prepare.

The sights, sounds and smells we encountered on the journey today were nothing like I have experienced before. Multiple trash bins with cows eating right out of them were apparent on every street. The street venders were kind and their foods available on the carts looked amazingly delicious. I am sad I can not eat the fruits and vegetables but am pleased with the availability for members of the community. I saw grand sights today, the Gandhi Museum, the streets, the people, clothing, jewelry, food, children as well as animals of all dimensions. The people are so very interesting and each one is different in their own way. Their kind faces, clothing, dark skin, gorgeous children or simply their passing glances. I can not explain the chaos going on in the town but I can say it is nothing like America. It is overwhelming and my senses go crazy each night I lay down to sleep. My sensory capacity has been reached but I am trying my best to take in all I can. The smell of curry makes my stomach flip while the smell of fresh fruits makes me jump for joy. I am very curious to find out how my senses adjust to the fresh air and smells of Iowa. I simply can not wait for the air to be fresh again. The smog that is emitted every day in India is outrageous. I can see the pollution every day/night and I am very sad this is not better controlled. I am assuming some regulations are placed but from the looks of it, they are not very strict. I am very comfortable with the noise coming from the streets and vehicles. I know that I have become comfortable with such due to the fact that I sleep very soundly through out the night. The honking still gets me every now and then but for the most part I am content with the noise. The call to prayer is very loud and very apparent, this still sounds like a cow, I think. I do not enjoy this noise. The miraculous sights, sounds and smells I have been lucky to encounter have carved a new respect with in my heart. I may not enjoy many things but I have learned to respect them none the less.

Tomorrow will be decided as we go. I do not think one person knows what time we will depart but I am planning on being in bed by 10 so I am ready to go by 8. I am guessing tomorrow will be adventurous and surprising like every other and am excited to dive in.

1-9-2010

Friday the 9^th has been filled with amazing surprises; I can not begin to explain my enthusiasm. We were greeted at the hospital by Uma who offered us multiple activities for the day. Such included, going with the Tele-medicine van to do cervical screenings, going to a school or simply staying at the hospital to do work in the library. For our project we had to work on our print outs and made sure everything was on time and then decide our plans after that. Considering we were working on a Saturday I was not pleased to be stuck in the hospital all day.

We put together our project and colored our evaluations by 11 a.m. and we had the rest of the day to do whatever we would like. Considering the Tele-medicine van was already gone we could not go view the cervical cancer screenings so I decided I would go to the school in the afternoon. On this note, Uma had promised Jackie and I a birth sometime while we were here. Today we put another bug in his ear to remind him of such and he did his magic. We literally went to the OB/GYN ward and were greeted by the main doctor and she told us to go scrub up if we wanted to view the cesarean section birth. I could not even believe what was happening. This would never happen in the states. So Jackie and I scrubbed up. The scrubs they gave us were very particular and did not fit exactly the way one would assume. All I can say is thank God for drawstrings. The birth was done in less than 5 minutes, we were able to see the birth up close and personal. The anesthesiologist was explaining the birth as it progressed, what was being cut and what would come next. The procedure was impeccable. After the birth we were able to watch the new born get cleaned up and ready for her family. The tiny child that was born right in front of our eyes was adorable. I will never forget this day!

After the birth we had our lunch, which was very bland, the way we like it. The rice, eggs, soup and vegetables are the only thing I am able to keep down by now. I am wishing I could explore the Indian cuisine but my stomach will not allow! I am happy to say that I have been feeling wonderful for the past few days and am hoping this will continue until I leave. I am missing American food like crazy but that will have to wait.

The school we were able to observe after lunch was out of this world. It was not what I was expecting; it was full of happiness and laughter. The children were so happy to see us and were so articulate in their studies. Each student was talented and able to learn the new lesson with ease. I was in awe, the children were able to relate and learn with in minutes of viewing a lesson. I feel that they are on a great track towards knowledge. After their lesson the students were able to ask us questions vice versa. They wanted us to find the national anthem of all songs; we sang half and called it good! They were very interested in our names and the names of our family members. In which they would laugh after we would say the names while trying to pronounce them as well. The children wanted us to write our names in their notebooks so this is what we did. I would say around 35 children were in the room and while they created huddles around us it became very overwhelming. I wrote phrases such as, “It was very nice to meet you” and “You are beautiful” followed by my name. I could not believe their excitement but was very pleased to bring it about. Many of the children would comment on how beautiful we were and how they liked our cameras etc. It was simply glorious. I left with excitement and laughter that filled my body and aroused my senses. Although observation was all I accomplished I believe it was worth the experience. We left with cookies and tea to return to the hotel around 5:00 p.m.

The plan for dinner was to go to a new restaurant in the area instead of trying the same ole restaurants but this was interrupted with a group decision. As a group we collectively chose to go to the Plaza Hotel again to eat. I ordered rice and eggs expecting it to be bland and perfect for my stomach. Although when the food arrived I found it to be very spicy and very rich. I did not eat to much of this. I was a little disappointed but was pleased to have had a Kingfisher to ease my stomach! The dinner was exceptional and we walked around Madurai until 9:30 to explore a little. It was very interesting in the dark hours of the night and I do not think I will be that adventurous again! Haha I did not buy anything considering I do not have much I need. I have a few presents left to purchase but other than that I will be enjoying the views.

I am very tired but will be able to sleep in tomorrow, hopefully catching up on my sleep so I will be able to be productive on the end stages of our project. We will be approaching our final deadlines this week and I am getting anxious. Tomorrow, Monday, we will be implementing our project to the women while on Tuesday through Wednesday will be preparation for our presentation on Thursday. Although this will be a test of our knowledge I believe we will prove to be exuberant.

1-8-2010

Today is Friday the 8^th, and I am finally getting over my jet leg! I have been sleeping very soundly and have been dreaming as well. My body has a different zing to it in India, I can not put my finger on what it is but I can definitely tell I have changed both physically and mentally. We have been done with our project planning since Tuesday and the rest is out of our hands. We have been waiting on multiple people to assist us in copying, layouts and translation. It is a very long process but this is a grand taste of what the planning process consists of. The many ups and downs of the process have occurred in not only a few of our stages but all. I know can see, first hand, how projects do not get implemented and processed in short weeks. They could take months to research, plan implement and evaluate. I am getting very frustrated but am going to keep a cool mind and go with the flow.

The days have been increasingly been getting more and more tiring or simply boring, at the hospital that is. I feel most of the time we are sitting around waiting for someone or something. I would like to think that if we can not implement our project that someone will take it upon themselves to implement it. I keep wondering what difference I am making. How am I creating a better life/health for others? I am very pleased to announce that we will be creating/offering a garden to the leper colony sometime before we leave. I believe this will allow us to provide a long lasting impression on the colony. Not only giving them light and happiness but simply an offering of kindness letting them know we care. I will be invigorated while planting a garden for the lepers.

We sought out those who could assist us in our quest for knowledge today! I feel like a goddess here. If we want something we will receive it in minimal time. (well if it is not @ the royal court restaurant) I feel that the service and attention given to us in India is nonexistent in Iowa. I feel that we are given and provided services that are out of this world. Our meals/break times are served to us with respect and politeness. I am very appreciative of all who are providing us with respect and service. I love the kindness offered by all whom I encounter here. Except for the man who felt it was an obligation to follow us around tonight while we shopped. Our group was numbered at 8 and he seemed it was his duty to ask each of us our names etc. I felt he was rude and intrusive and we finally asked him to stop following us. He simply went on his way after. I was very glad he did not follow us back to our hotel. None the less we ate dinner at the Plaza Hotel and it was simply scrumptious. I ordered fish and a KingFisher and it was the best meal, yet! Very happy I do not feel sick and feel the most content since I have arrived in India. We will be relaxing the rest of the night while viewing a little television. Today was eventful and very thrilling as it progressed. I am looking forward to tomorrow in which we will determine the extent in which our project can go. Today was a short blog, in which I have so much more to say but am very tired. Tomorrow I will elaborate!

1-7-2010

I awoke to my watch alarm at 7:30 a.m., which I was not happy about! I was very tired this morning and was wishing for another hour of sleep but we had to be ready to go by 8:30. My stomach is feeling much better and I am thinking I will try real Indian food today! This will be interesting! Breakfast is still two egg whites and a piece of toast! I was feeling quiet faint and dizzy after breakfast this morning but have been increasingly been feeling more well as the day progressed. Also, another awesome sight this morning was a parade outside our hotel! The roads were closed for about 30 minutes, which I thought would never be a possibility, and bands, people, floats etc. were taken around the city! I feel very lucky I was able to view this amazing sight because I can relate to it while being in America! P.s. the floats were carried by men (how fascinating).

When we arrived at the hospital we were greeted by Uma and our translators. We all would be leaving for the Leprosy village at 10. The village was only 15 minutes away which also caught my attention. I was thinking the village would be secluded in a far off village with no other contact etc., boy I was soo wrong! The village was placed just a little farther back than other homes in the area. The trees and grass made the village seem different and secluded but in all reality it was in an area that provided connection between them and the “outside” world. We listened for a while concerning the village foundation, mean age of the village now, how they move about etc. It grabbed my attention and I was able to get a grasp on how they function in their everyday life. The village began in 1973 which encompassed people whom were affected with leprosy, either their families abandoned them or they had no where else to go. The people arriving in the village when it first came about were around ages 10 and older. The amazing idea is that their families would drop them off and visit for a few weeks but the visits eventually came to a halt. So with no further connection to their families the people would marry with in the village. Women were seen as being at risk with out family or a husband so they were married as fast as possible. The idea behind this is that women need to be looked after and taken care of by their family/husband and they are at risk for harm etc. if they are left alone. I find it empowering to marry with in the village when there was no one else to turn to. The marriages would bear normal children and they would in turn go and receive an education or work outside of the leper community. The families currently in the village number to 200 and they are offered to come/go as they please. A side note; 300 people were living in the colony last year so with out saying many have died from this illness. There are two path ways, one is to leave the village in order to beg and get money or the second is to live with in the village and work if he/she so can, receiving money in return. We viewed many of the women working on bandages and their own cots. The women make all that is used with in the village and this was viewed through person, photograph and video. I am very excited to share the views I have seen. The lepers themselves were depressed and many were disfigured due to the illness. They were so thrilled to see people from America visiting! They stated that no one from America had ever come to their village and that they wish us well. One woman blessed our entire group for a long life filled with happiness and education! This was very thoughtful and so kind after seeing her in her state. The colony was itself amazing and each person had his/her own special skill. I was very happy yet sad while visiting. I am glad they have somewhere to go in which they are accepted but then again the lowliness and the seclusion must be very difficult. I can not even begin to put into words the views/thoughts I was experiencing while at the colony.

The leprosy colony was secretly placed with tree/grass providing protection. The ground consisted of red dirt and was very easy to get around. The drainage system provided was cement lines that ran along the buildings providing for water entry and removal. The water was standing and looked as if it had been for awhile! The amazing symmetry the housing facilities offered was depicted as apartment housing. Three –four main buildings were provided for the housing of the lepers and their families. I was curious to view the inside of many of the homes but felt it was too intrusive to ask. One main building provided for the upkeep/clinics for the rest of the colony. An eating facility was also provided. I have amazing pictures of the rice that was being prepared for lunch; I can not wait to share these. I would also like to comment on the working facilities that are offered for those willing/able to work for Rs. Two main buildings are provided for their convenience and we viewed such women making bandages, cots and cloth. This I mentioned above but the conditions of work seemed relaxed and very cool. A few dogs and monkeys roamed around the colony which gave me the image of them being alone and secluded similarly to the people living there. The many conditions seen through viewing the people greatly increased my knowledge and awareness of what leprosy actually is. I have seen people whom were blind, dirty, with no legs or arms, deteriorating bodies (feet/hands) as well as those who were simply family with no physical aliments. I will never forget the faces of the many people we were able to see. I greatly appreciate the kindness and the openness offered from all whom occupied the village.

Upon leaving the village I was able to reflect on not only their conditions but mine as well. I was not feeling well at the end of the trip such as feeling dizzy and nauseated. I was taken back to the bus and sat in the air conditioning for awhile which felt great on my body. I think not eating a well balanced diet for the last few days and being in the hot sun walking around made me feel overwhelmed and sick. I was happy to find that when leaving the colony I felt much better and could think of how those in the colony feel. I can not relate to how they are secluded or how they physically feel but I can relate to feeling oppressed at some points through out my life. Everyone has their ups/downs and I feel that the lepers have greater terrain across the mountains. Feeling alone and depressed through out their whole life is a terrible way to live, it makes me sick to my stomach thinking about it. One man made a comment describing how long he has been in the colony and it goes something like this, “A murder is sentenced to 14 years in prison and I have been here for over twice that amount of time, what have I done? What did I do to deserve where I am now?” I think this quote is empowering and exhilarating. He is not only looking at the bigger picture but he is living a life he believes is not sustainable for his self worth. He has done nothing to deserve this condition and now is secluded away from society and living a life in depression. I have grown in thinking about the bigger picture of life and what each of us is meant to do. I am happy to be blessed with the skills and knowledge I have but would like to help those in need. I hope our program will be implemented in a positive way and I hope it will change the health of many women in southern India. The destitute seen in the colony is something that I would like to see change across the world.

We left the colony with images never seen before to again research at the hospital. We ate an amazing lunch around one and I felt amazing thereafter! Jackie and I talked with the OB/GYN to have our last minute questions answered but now we need Uma’s advice on our flip book/we need it to be translated. I am not sure how this will go about/when we will be able to present it but I am sure it will work itself out! Tomorrow is Friday already, what a trip! We are anxious on when we will be able to present our topic to the women but will find out as the days pass.

This afternoon we did more research and I specifically blogged and put all my pictures in order! We did not have much to do so we simply relaxed. Uma helped us configure our slides after his meeting and we will be working with another representative tomorrow to print/align everything! The rest of the group is again going to a village to continue questionnaires. We will be staying in the hospital working on our information because we do not have anything left to do! Maybe this will be another chance to explore! When we got back to the hotel tonight everyone was exhausted and wanting BEER! We arranged to meet downstairs to get beer but we figured we would as the front desk where the closest place to find beer was! This was a good idea; he took us downstairs and out the back ramp to a liquor store! It is literally out our window; do not know how we did not catch that before, haha. We each got a beer and I am currently sitting here watching Disney channel, drinking my “Madras” and eating Cheerios! What a life.

1-6-2010

The sun was shining, the air was cool and I was well energized as I awoke at 9! I am so happy to be in India and exploring the world. I am feeling better than I was yesterday but am still not 100%. I am going to take it easy today, eat simply and go only as far as I can in order to reserve my energy/health. I am excited to work in the hotel today because the hospital gets boring and none the less confined. I can actually relax in a nice bed in which I can work today.

For breakfast I ate my cheerios with a spoon full of peanut butter, how appetizing! I am very pleased with the taste of the Cheerios and am happy with the fact that my stomach does not get upset after eating them! I am pleased to find that my stomach is feeling well but I will continue to be cautious! Jackie and I are working on our evaluations, flip book and our breast self-exam fact sheet today. We plan on finishing each and this will allow us to implement our material as soon as possible. We hope that the material will be beneficial as well as useful for many years to come. The hospital will be receiving our flip book after we have left and the fact sheets will stay with the women to allow for cohesion as well as exams to be followed in the proper manner.

Around 1:30 we took a break and went for a little walk around Madurai. We ended up down the same street as we always do and proceeded into the secluded sections of town allowing us to view the “unknown”. We were offered everything from bags, purses, necklaces, maps and flowers from all the people on the street. Walking the streets of Madurai is strenuous work! I found some fabulous jewelry and was pleased with the break from our work. We ended back at the hotel around 3 and completed our work. When we finished with our flip book we talked and relaxed for a bit. The whole group came back around 5 and we then went to dinner on the roof top. Dinner consisted of a Pepsi and a “club sandwich”. The reason I put quotations was the fact that there were 3 pieces of bread, an egg, minced chicken, tomatoes as well as cucumbers on it! Very interesting but I was very hungry by this point and it settled well with my stomach. The last point of our checklist for the day was to have Anne review our book/evaluation and then we would present it to Uma and he will then translate it into Tamil in order for the women to read/understand what we are trying to teach them. Today was very laid back but high stress none the less. I am very happy we completed all of our goals and are well on our way to implementation.

The members who traveled during the day came back with very appealing stories. They went door to door in a village a tested their questions/found their research subjects. Many of the stories consisted of men speaking up/over the women in order to provide the answers to the questions that were asked. I found this to be a collective framework that occurred across Tamil Nadu. The women are willing and waiting to talk but the stigma providing men as overbearing is definitely seen here. The women who were able to talk with out being interrupted told of their life stories, when they married, how many children, etc. I was thinking and making connections to the States and how patients are private and the HIPPA act is in place. It is a great testing area to receive information from those with first hand knowledge than not. The women are more than willing to give our information and this is exciting! The research collected here is done very differently than the way it is collected in the states. I find the level of privacy to be very low while in India. Even while walking on the streets, women/men ask where I am from, why I am here and when I am leaving. Their curiosity has expended mine by 20! I have found their interest to be forward and direct, in which I like on a few levels. I was very happy to be filled in on the day’s events and was also excited to know that Mamma Mia was on at 10 p.m.! Shruthi and I have not turned on our television since we came but tonight it was plugged back in and Mamma Mia showed up! I not only enjoy the musical/movie but was happy to view it while settling down for the day! I thank everyone for emailing me and face booking me to let me know what is happening in the states. I am glad everyone is well and I am very nervous to go to the leprosy village tomorrow! This will be a once in a lifetime experience but I am nervous for some reason! It is now 12 p.m. and I am ready for bed! We only have 7 days till we leave, now!

1-5-2010

Today we awoke and were ready to by 9 which is funny because time did matter today. We were supposed to be at the hospital by 9 not leave the hotel by 9. This was quite hilarious because in India time is not a factor and watching everyone rush to get going was quite a sight. We were given a presentation by Anne concerning questionnaires etc. which was very informational and pertinent to our project. After the presentation we were offered cookies, tea and coffee, again I could not eat! I stuck with a breakfast of 2 egg whites for the whole day because the sight and smell of every other food made my stomach turn! The break was nice concerning we then were taken to a local rural village to view a Mahasema meeting which we could not be at in the first place. The village was government protected and considering we brought two vehicles in, people noticed us. A government official came and we had to leave immediately. The point here is that it would have been okay if we had gotten permission to enter.

After the commotion at the village we visited a rural tele-medicine clinic. The clinic was so very small but was so amazing! The power and security that engulfed the clinic was empowering to me. I could not believe the care and trust offered at the clinic via the nurses. The women whom we sat with during the visit had traveled great distances to see a doctor about their symptoms and signs of discomfort in all areas. The main thing I learned from this clinic was that if a clinic can be offered, people will come! The clinic was serving over 10,000 people, if I remember correctly and was a great masterpiece. I was empowered by the women, coming such a great distance to get their health revived. Taking action towards a healthier self is amazing to view.

The hospital was next on our list of “things to do” for the day. We sat in the hospital from around 1-5. Research and review was done on our project but we also were able to interview a few women concerning their health concerning screenings. This was very informational and helpful in determining such questions that are effective and mostly efficient. I found the women to be very open with their health and also very happy to share. We finished our evaluation and proceeded to determine we would finish our flip book slides tonight. We not only had to get the slides finished but we had to get them done fast. The flip book still has to be translated into Tamil as well as printed for our presentation. We took a break and did a little shopping in order to revive our senses.

During our “break” from 6-8 we roamed the streets of Madurai. Our first stop was a camera store, for Jackie, which did not take Visa cards (which is very uncommon). A quick point, not all stores have a credit machine so upon payment someone is sent out to get the “money man” to come slide the card. It is very interesting and very different but obviously it works in some way. The store is somehow paid for what he/she sells but this is something in which I do not know how it is done. After the camera store which was literally one camera per brand, we walked towards the temple in search for colored paper. (Don’t ask) We ended up at numerous stores and were approached by many men asking if we like tailors, jewelry, nice things as well as clothes. I do not like being told what to do so when men come up and ask/point towards their shop I simply decline and keep walking. This is not only unacceptable in American but I believe it is simply rude. We ended up in a little hole, literally, on the other side of the temple. Clothes, jewelry, books, maps, purses, cloth, scarves etc were all being sold in an underground cement hole. It was exhilarating. The excitement that permeated out of the people/shops was powerful. Sowing machines were lined up one after the other, people busy working still at 8 p.m., this was definitely a sight to see. I enjoyed our walk but was also very exhausted by this time; I had not eaten all day and still felt very ill. We stopped at a college Shoppe and I was specifically looking for peanut butter. This seemed most pleasing to me but Cheerios also caught my eye at the other end of the store, I had to have some. This must be my comfort food?! The peanut butter was not too expensive, 185 Rs. but the Cheerios were another story! I could not believe they were 535 Rs. this did not stop me from buying them though. I checked out with gold fish, peanut butter and Cheerios for 885 Rs. It is good to know that I have to spend all the Rs. before I go back, so why not spend $10 on Cheerios! What a joke although it was worth it!

When we returned to the hotel we finished most of our flip book and I was in bed by 11 p.m. which felt amazing considering I was still not feeling up to par. I also was very excited to know that Jackie and I did not have to go anywhere all day! The group was going to visit a village and interview in which was not appropriate for our project. We decided to stay back at the hotel and work on our flip book, evaluations and handouts. I am planning on sleeping in till 8, so excited!! It is funny thinking that sleeping in here is still only 8 a.m. ;) I am learning and growing everyday and am so amazed at how well our group functions! I am very blessed in all I do, who I am and the support I have from my family and friends! I thank all for helping me reach my goals and expand my knowledge. I am learning everyday from each and every person. Good night and Go Hawks!

1-4-2010

Today was lively to say the least! I woke up with an upset stomach and at 6 a.m., definitely not how I wanted my day to begin! I proceeded to a whole American breakfast of my usual wheat toast and egg whites, how adventurous! I have stuck with a very bland diet and I have been doing fairly well, thank gosh for the Americanized food! We left the “Royal Court” at 9 for the Mission Hospital which is only a 15 minute ride. I am not used to traveling everywhere via vehicle, considering Iowa City is very walkable and so is Madurai, generally speaking!

Upon arrival at the hospital we were greeted with tea, coffee, cookies and biscuits. This is not out of the ordinary, either! A tea and coffee break is recognized as a mid morning/late afternoon tradition in India. Everyone in India will stop for tea and coffee at some point and it is fabulous to think that every working person will stop there work in order to socialize and rehydrate in a sense. I am pleased with the coffee, minus the whole milk, and the tea is quite good as well. P.s. Whole milk is the only milk offered here, looks like I will be lactose and tolerant for the next 2 weeks! Following our break we were given a presentation concerning the Public Health in India, via Oma, as well as a presentation about the hospital and how it connects with the Micro Finance Women. The presentation was interesting and gave us an in depth view of how the health care system works in India and what encompasses it as a whole.

The presentations were a great transition into our research. We used the information provided to gain a base knowledge upon with to begin our search on the health of women in rural southern India. We are specifically working with cervical and breast cancer mainly focused on knowledge and awareness for screenings. We began research around 11 and ended the day around 6:00 p.m. I am fatigued with a very terrible headache, to bad I have to finish our pamphlet tonight in order to get ahead of the game. We plan on implementing our pamphlet by Thursday at the latest; meaning we finish it tonight/tomorrow morning, turn it in to be printed and have it ready to be administered! When all the behind the scenes work is being done Jackie and I will be doing various activities. Such as working on our final PowerPoint, evaluations as well as viewing a few births in the OB/GYN clinic! This I can not wait for! What an amazing experience.

Today was long but not every stimulating, we were in the conference room the whole day while it was 95 degree outside, what a joke! We will be getting more free time as the week progresses and I hope to find out more about India in the two short weeks I have left! I believe that is all I have for now, off to research and plan.

1-3-2010

This morning the group talked out their proposals and what each plans on accomplishing in the next 6 days. I was very interested and surprised by the similarities than ran through each idea but am very excited that we are making a difference. Coming from a large family with three girls and one boy and living on a farm for most of my life, Jackie could relate in ways I could not imagine. She is from a small town in Iowa, grew up on a farm and has three siblings all in which are girls. She has voiced many stories and exciting information about her life growing up and I felt like I could connect on several levels. I am overwhelmed with excitement while projecting how our implementation will progress. I am very blessed to be working with such an amazing person with the same values I have developed from my family as well.

Jackie and I plan on working with the Mahaseman women, rural women and also women coming into the Mission Hospital in order to get a wide array and high number for our test group. We will be working specifically on Cervical Cancer awareness and knowledge for such women. The access, barriers, need, knowledge and such are all areas we would like to research through our study in order to accurately decide what the needs of the group are. The needs assessment will be done this week with each group of women and we will hopefully be working with a translator in order to get our questions across accurately, this is very important. Exploring more into the project will be done through a proposal, fact sheets, and through a PowerPoint presentation delivered at the end. I would love to deliver all this information to my blog but find it hard to condense the information so if anyone would like more information, the PowerPoint etc. after we have completed our project feel free to let me know! This is all I have for now to inform on our project but will have day to day facts and information I have learned along the way, so keep reading!

January 2, 2010 was the travel to the Western Gods and the lake view shopping etc. I was thrilled today due to the fact that I did not have to be ready till 10:00 a.m. The hotel we slept in last night was not what I would call “nice”. Our bathroom window did not shut (leaving mosquitoes in), the pillows were as hard as a rock and the room smelled of moth balls! How exciting, right? I could not wait to get out of there, to say the least! The group as a whole decided to not stop at any locations along the way home due to the severity of everyone’s sickness and the need for sleep! This did not upset me considering I had, had enough of driving on those ridiculously bumpy roads! Although, the experience down the Western Gods was more exhilarating than the one up! Going downhill allowed for less jerky movement and more of a cruise motion! I sat in the front this time allowing me to view the road and I felt well the whole drive home. We viewed amazing sights on the way home though. Things such as cows, men carrying babies (which is rare), the Sunday markets and many many monkeys! The monkeys were very beautiful and are such elegant creatures but I none the less did not want my bad to be stolen so I stayed away! We left the mountains around 11:30 and arrived in Madurai around 4:30. The drive was not terribly long but long enough. I am very exhausted and could use some sleep.

Tonight we plan on eating dinner as a group at 8 on our roof top restaurant and I am going to order these amazing noodles that remind me of Chinese food! (I am not sure what they are called but will find that out) Oma, Anne and Matt will be accompying the group through out this week, working on our projects and Jackie and I have many questions to be answered before we complete our final draft as well as begin research. I am planning on showering a relaxing the rest of the night! I would enjoy shopping but my bank account, not so much! I believe I have millions of presents/fun little scarves for many back home and do not think I need anything else! Haha I will be back with more information but am very excited to explain what we will accomplish tomorrow. I do miss home, my family and my friends, though. I am very happy I was able to skype Amber after her New Years Eve (that is a whole other story)!

1-2-2010

Today we visited the Aparajitha Corporate Service headquarters in Madurai. The school organization has grown from a pilot program in 5 schools to an increasing 4,000 schools in the area. The 4,000 schools have not implemented the skills program that has been developed but are in the running for receiving this government based need. The lessons provided by the school organization are via videos depicted for each lesson plan. Madurai is a tier two district primarily meaning agriculture is the main production as well as tourism dependent. With this in mind, the Aparajitha foundation has been developed from a second district tier citizen and has the many traits that would help facilitate the need of the schools. A transformation change through awareness is the main goal = Thalir Thiran Thiltam. The curriculum is based off of life skills as well as basic skills. Each lesson will encompass 4-5 objectives in a 1.5 hour time. Many of the projects the organization would like help with are based on health/hygiene as well as song writing and impact assessment which can be done simply with the correct tools. I have found that I am very interested in the school itself but am not sure that working with this organization would allow me to make use of the many ideas/skills I believe I have to offer. I would love to see a positive progression in the program after an assessment is completed but do not think I am the one to implement such a program. The organization has been built form the ground up as well as encompasses many of the WHO’s main components and addresses each in an accurate fashion.

I have learned many important cultural aspects while progressing through out my day not only at the organization but on our trip to Kerala. One of the main ideas learned is in the cultural aspect concerning Indian verbal culture. It is culturally appropriate to interrupt others while talking in a small group or a large group. Not waiting for others to finish their sentences in the Indian culture is culturally seen as positive and forth coming. I have seen this form of communication among ALL Indians while being here for a week, simply. Adapting to this form of communication is not necessarily difficult but it is different. I was taught to not interrupt, to not be rude and to give respect to those who are talking. With my background and my knowledge base I have found it entirely impressive as to how they interact in such a forth coming and if I may say “rude” manner. Another cultural aspect I have come to learn is that yoga is not taught to young children based on the fact that it may be paired with a specific religion and this is not necessarily their place to imply any religion in general. With this in mind I was very surprised because yoga was originally brought up in India, in general, and has been taught and learned by many people across the world. Although, we as Americans see yoga as a form of exercise not as a form of self control and peace with in our mind and body, balance is not focused on in American yoga. The last cultural idea I have learned is the fact that sex education is not addressed, taught or even remotely talked about in school systems. They believe that the less information the better. The idea behind this is that the school does not want information that may/may not be controversial to both the student, family and the school. Rather than running along this path, they simply remove the path. I have not only learned about the culture in India today but I have also learned about myself as a health educator.

Coming to India was a goal I had set at the beginning of October and I had big plans to change the health of millions of Indian people but as I have found, this is not as easy as it may seem. I have run into a lot of government, cultural as well as individual barriers and bias that plays a role in how, who and what can be done concerning health. After reviewing my first proposal draft I have found it to not only be vague but near impossible. I have rethought what I can/will do in order to make a efficient and effective change for the people of India. Regarding this, I have learned that I am strong willed and I would like to make a difference, not only a small difference but a huge difference that will have an effect on numerous people. I have learned to also be patient. Patience is the key to peace and to the answers that always seem to end up unanswered. I am very respectful of the Indian culture and find the Indian lifestyle comfortable to myself after the week living it. I have not only created goals and objectives for my proposal but I have broadened the goals and objectives for my life in general.

The route to Kerala (in the Western Gods) was not only craterous but it was bumpy, windy and mostly terrifying. Climbing a mountain at 30 mph in a van full of students on a narrow windy road is not something I will be doing any time soon. Well until tomorrow when we head down the hill and out of Kerala. I was surprised at the honking that occurred facilitating the traffic up/down the hill as well as around the corners where vision was near impossible. To say the least we made is safely with multiple students ill and nauseated. The illness may have been from the food, water, the ride or a combination of all three. I have been blessed to not be one of the many sick as well as healthy through out this first week. (I have been watching what I eat due to the very limited food choices I already have back in the states) I am very impressed and mostly overwhelmed but the mountain ranges and the chilly evening breeze that ran across my neck while walking around the lake in Kerala. The lake was beautiful and reminded me of the summer nights along the river in Bellevue, sitting at a cottage and reflecting back on the beautiful landscape God has given us. I have multiple pictures of the lake and will be looking forward to those cool summer nights. After the lake we ate dinner at a wonderful restaurant accompied with a fireplace in the main entrance. Jackie and I sat in comfy chairs with our feet up and let the warm air fill our bodies. I was simply wonderful and made me think of home and the freezing temperatures and wood fires. I miss home dearly but am having a little more fun here, we are treated with kindness and respect on every level and I think that has made this trip an amazing experience so far.

Tomorrow we will be traveling down the mountain around 10 am and will stop along the way in numerous locations to view the scenery and the precious land. We will be discussing our proposals with Anne and Oma tomorrow and will begin working on the implementation/assessment on Monday considering we only have seven days to begin and complete a project. I am very excited and eager to tell of what we will be planning and implementing but will save that for tomorrow night considering I am exhausted.

1/1/2010

Greetings from Madurai,

In six short days I have experienced India in an extravagant, exhilarating and exciting way. The sights, smells, tastes and sounds have not only overloaded my senses but have brought my mind to new heights. I have viewed multiple things, anywhere from a cow walking with traffic to women bathing in the river. I am not only overwhelmed but I am exasperated by what India has to offer in such an unusual way. I do not know how it all fits together but in some way a grand mosaic is formed allowing for the population to grow (in more than one way) as well as function on all levels. The amazing thing about India is the fact that not only are the people kind, helpful and interested but they are very much clam and secure in their own workings. The people of India have shown me a whole new outlook on life. The way in which they do not hurry ANYWHERE or the way they try and earn a living. I am very impressed at how Indian people function in a society so faced paced but with a calm mind and soul. Today I was very impressed by the Eye Care Aravind Hospital located in Madurai. The hospital offers care to those who can pay, those who can not and others in CAMPS. The CAMPS are in a sense villages of rural Indian people who will have the assessment, treatment and evaluation due to their financial need and location. The hospital's vision was Productivity, Access and Sustainability. After reviewing and processing their vision, it seem reasonable and very accurate but none the less effective and efficient. The statistics are outstanding with 4,000 beds in 5 eye hospitals, 33 centers, 5-6 outreach camps along with 60% of the services for free eye care. Making eye care affordable and consistent through out India would be an ideal future goal. After going over this information I learned for the second time I have grasped the understanding of the HIGH VOLUME that is available and more importantly allocates for this production and processing to be functional. The two main facilities of the hospital are the Free and the Paying. The Free will pay a small fee for the stay but is minimal to that of the paying. The only difference between the two facilities is the room and the serviced offered. Those who pay receive a private room, bed, service and assistance from the staff while those not paying receive only their service and a mat on the floor. This was very disturbing at first but with further evaluation the social norm and care for people in Madurai is to sleep on the floor no matter class. I could not conclude any possible outreach program to conduct at this hospital considering the great success it has already had, the growing facilities and the progression already in place. I, although, was very impressed with the hospital and am more knowledgeable on what can be done with a vision and the mission of a community. Today was insightful but mostly exhilarating to know what can be done and that a difference can be made.